Lemme think about it, Hmm. Yes, retarded.
But at the end of the day, I am the one who wanna to do that stuffs you know.
How many people have been telling me to let it go or anything like this.
I have no idea why it never works since then and I am still waiting.
All I know is that, a bad thing, I don't even know what I am waiting for.
I don't know how to actually defines what I really want, there are no absolute answer.
Like a legit answer.
You know what, I wouldn't say the wait isn't worth, cause I am still waiting ATM.
I wouldn't too in the future, I assumed so.
But I am really really really disappointed on myself. LOL. Haha.
Take it easy. La la la.........